Tuesday, November 25, 2008

break free

people just doesnt understand me
you never understand me
i hate it when you never give me the chance to talk
i just want to break free...
Wow, I can't believe it, Christmas is just right around the corner! It seems as if it was just yesterday. Time does flies by very quickly. This week I'm off for the whole week and going to Thanksgiving Retreat thursday-saturday. I think its gonna be fun cos we havent combine with LA since for 4 years, so should be exciting! I'm already feeling the christmas spirit here and there, and whenever I step out in my front door, I can smell that winter breeze...smells like december.

Lately, I've been craving for Starbucks Signiture Hot Chocolate...its not the ordinary hot choco they usually have in their menu, but its sooo yumm-o. Since I live right across starbucks, the people that works there knows me well enough and either i get a caramel macchiato or sig hot chocolate. Usually though, I would just get black hot tea or if the weather is fine and hot, I would get a black ice tea. I'm trying my best to stay away from coffee a much as I can because whenever I drink coffee, my heart starts to beat so fast and i dont know why? coffee and i are just not meant to be. hahah..

This past week, I've been helping my boyfriend complete his blog for his english class and since his not so good with english, I feel pleased to help him. He had to write some posts about Iraq and the war and terrorists and when i was reading his blogs, it made me realize how crazy this world really is. I never knew how much muslims hated the christians so bad that they would do anything to get rid of them. My pastor's wife has a cousin that lives in Jakarta, Indonesia and they runs a kinergarten along with her other 2 friends and most of the students were christians but there were also muslim students who were enrolled. The Indonesian government (i guess) did not like the fact that they were teaching christianity to those students and they were accused for converting their religion to christianity when really those students did not convert their religion. Those 3 women were just trying to do good, something good for the community and it sucks becuase they were innocent people trying to help out and they were sentenced to jail for 3 years. By the grace of God, they were realeased by 2 years, just last June 2008. If you guys want to learn more, check it out in Youtube and see the muslims hating on christians. Its very brtual i must say. Dont get me wrong, I have no hate for muslims. They are humans just like you and me, I just dont agree with the things they do and the actions and hatred they have for us, even Americans.

Anyway, this is getting way to long. see you all soon

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

hey guys...

So I just finised my midterm paper and my presentation for my business class and THANK GOD its ovaaaaah! I feel so relieved, so extremely happy that its finally done. Anyway, this blog is not about school work because I'm so tired of talking about school. Thinking about it already makes me stressed and what not, sooo..therefore I wont be talking about it :)

Today I want to share a little something that has been wandering alot in my mind lately. There are days when I wonder if the things that i'm doing right now, will it actually benefit me in the future? As of work, I'm not worrying about that because I'm working my way through it. The things that I have, the relationships that I encounter, will they still affect me in the future? I guess you know where I'm going with this talk, do you?

Sometimes thinking about it gets me to nowhere. I just keep on wondering and trying to find a way to somehow get to my answer, but I realize that the future is not in my hands, but in His. I have my plan, he has his plan, but is it our plan? I guess that talk will show up anytime soon, but someone has to bring it up right!? i guess it`ll be me.

okk its getting too late, ill continue next time

alta la vista babyy!
jess

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

thoughts

hey guys...its been a while since I blog. First off, I just want to congratulate Obama for being our next President of the U.S. I know the chances of him reading my blog is 0% but CONGRATULATIONS President Obama, you finally done it! For some reason, I was really into this year's election. Theres a couple of people I know that dont really agree Obama being president. They were shaky with the situation and requested that in this time of change, we really should pray for America. I've read and heard Obama's speeches and the reason why I personally agree with Obama is the decision and choices he makes. I'm not saying that I 100% agree with everything he says, actually, there are a couple of things that I agree with McCain as well.

Considering gay marriage, I do believe that marriage should be between man and women and should stay and remain between man and women. In the bible it says that gay people are considered as "sinners" and in some way or another, I agree with what the bibles says and what Ive learned in church. But face it, gay people are humans just like us. They should be given the rights to be treated equally. Honestly, let the gay people get married! It really doesnt matter to me, it doesnt affect me in any way. God loves everyone and he created everyone unique. Though they choose to sin, though they choose to be "gay" its their choice. We cant make the choice for them. They are humans just like us and they should be treated with respect just like us.

I personally support Obama, the road will not be smooth, but I do believe that he can change America for the better, especially financially and economy-wise. I dont care what people say, I have faith in Obama and i knnow he'll do his best. God bless you Obama, and i have you i my prayers.

Sunday, November 02, 2008

hello everyone....

excuse me for my last previous emotional blog. But I'm feeling quite better now. Tomorrow I have a MGMT exam, and i shouldddddd be studying right now, but I've been studying since the morning, so GIVE ME A BREAK! I even missed church today, can u believe it?! newei, these couple of days has been pouring rain. I kinda like it actually, its nice for a change. I actually like that feeling when the rain pours and the sound of it...makes me wanna sleeep and just stay home cuddled up in my warm blanket drinking hot chocolate and watch dvds all day :) duhhh, ok jessica. REALITY check. cannnot happpen ^^

My weekend was actually pretty fun...Despite of the heavy heavy rain, I spent my day in the movies watching high school musical 3! huahaua, i accompany my little sister cos she was begging me to watch it, and becos im a great sista, I accompanied her. The movie wasnt that bad, just too much singing. It seems like every 5 minutes, a song will pop out and someone will be singing. Jastien is out of town for this weekend, I havent missed a weekend without him and it felt quite different, because since we live quite far miles apart, we only see eachother during weekends. So this week I just spent my weekend with my sistas. I miss him dearly....I miss you hunny, come back soon.

anyweiii....i should be studying now....
ahhh, i want to cry cos i HATEEE studyinggg and having to sit in the classroom for 3 devastating hour!!!
ollright everybody, wish me luck.

I'm going to get an A on this exam, trust me :x

blesssed day,
Jess