Symphony- Marie Digby

Here I go again in my dreamy eyes
I should be content but something's just not satisfied, oh
It's nothing that you did, I'm still on your side
I can't love you if I'm not sure who I am inside

'Cause there are some questions that need some answers
What is it I'm really after?
The clock's ticking so I can't wait around

This is my now, this is my today
No more sitting on the side waiting for my chance to play
Time to step out, so much to say
But I'll never get the chance if I don't break away
And write my own symphony, write my own symphony
Just let me write my own symphony

I've always got my head way up in the clouds
Something in me wants to fly away and leave the ground, oh
If you could hear my thoughts when no one's around
Then you'd understand my fear of being held down

'Cause I wanna explore the world around me
Dance under the stars above me
And be free to make my own mistakes

'Cause every minute you're here with me
It gets harder to turn and walk away..
But I gotta chase my destiny
No matter how hard or long it takes
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This song exactly explains how i've been feeling this past week.

break-and-blog

Thank God spring break is just right around the corner! I just finished my last exam, and let me tell you it was the second worse testing experience in my life (I had my 1st worse testing experience last semester ago :) Anyways, this test that I just did was multiple choice plus 2 long answer essay question. Out of 30 questions from the multiple choice, 10 of them was based on calculations that I studied almost all night long, and for some reason reason, I couldn't solve those 10 problems today. I was completely blank. I know the problem, but I just didnt know how to get the numbers. OMG. seriously. The worse experience ever. 10 minutes before I had to turn in my test, somewhere in this brain of mines FINALLY figured out how to solve the problem. Unfortunately, I had to guess the last 2 questions since I didn't have anymore time to finish them. :-/ I was happy enough just being able to answer most of the problems, without walking out of the test room feeling like a complete failure.

On the brightside, I'm about to go to this Michael Kors event in Standford Mall for my internship. Although I'm pretty excited about it, I'm feeling super tired at this point. I didnt get much sleep last night, and I'm sitting here in the computer lab with half of my eyes open. I'm hoping the event will go by smoothly and will end my night with a happy note, because all I can think of right now is my bed and blanket. I feel like staying home and be a potatoe couch ;) JUST FOR ONE DAY :)

Alrighty guys, I'm off to Palo Alto. Wish me luck! have a blessed rest of the day and always stay positive!

love,
Jessica

I'm not sure how many blogs I've made over the past couple of years, but I think I've made at least 5 blogs total, and for some reason, I've always managed to update this blog the most. I deleted two of my other blogs because it was useless to have it. Yeah, it's empty! So now, I only have this blog, and I just recently made a new blog. I promise you I will update the new one more often. I wanted to have a blog about my personal thoughts, more like a diary. I think I did pretty good with this blog, but I also wanted a blog where I can write about my passion: fashion, food and fun! So here it is guys:

Jessicatirta.blogspot.com

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Have you ever had people talk behind your backs? If you know someone who does, you should know how it feels like. I don't understand why people talk smack behind you and act all nice and friendly in the front. Oh wait. I should be happy. It's so great to know that I'm on their mind and they have the time to even talk about me. You know, I really dont know this person. She doesn't even know me, but I know for one that people who talks bad about you to other people either means 1.) she's not satisfied with her life, 2.) she's insecure, and 3.) she's simply jealous of you. It's funny how we barely even talk, and hearing from my friend that she is talking bad about me is like WOW, really? You notice these little things about me and then turn it into something negative and then talk crap about me? I must be really special.

Please look in the mirror before you talk about other people miss. Evaluate yourself before you evaluate other people--not just me, I'm talking about the other people you've been talking about. Thanks.