I lost something so valuable to me today. I was so upset at myself, but then again, I keep reminding myself that accidents happen, especially unexpectedly. This meant so much to me and I just cant believe I lost it. It wasnt the value or how much it cost, but it did came from someone special. so sad :( I felt like crying. I traced everywhere I go, but I cant remember where it can possibly be lost. :(

bummed .

Yesterday was such a perfect day. I had such a great time, even if it we were just at home or not doing anything at all. For once, I felt so happy and content. I've waited so long to hear it, and hearing it makes me feel that maybe, just maybe, this will work out. There were other things that I wanted to hear, but I was happy enough knowing that he was able to open up and honestly tell me how he feels. I couldnt be happier. I think that maybe all of this is worth trying, worth fighting for, and worth the risk. <3

It's 12.30 am right now. I should be sleeping, but I'm not sleepy yet. I just got out from work an hour ago. I'm really enjoying work and the people I work with. I know I procrastinate alot, but at the end of the day, I really love what I do and I love my co workers (who became a very much close friends of mines). I'm really enjoying life right now. I dont know how I can get through life or any day without my friends. They really are my inspiration, and my emotional support. I can say that I have a lot of friends, but I only have a few close ones that I share my life with. I'm SO thankful for them.

I was going through so much problems this past week with school. I felt like I had no more hope. I was hitting rock bottom, and I just felt like my life was going to end. If you read my previous blogs, you would probably know what I'm talking about. My friends all knew what I was going through, and they encouraged me and told me everything was going to be ok. I knew that everything was NOT going to be ok. I couldnt be positive about it. It was so hard on me, but my all my friends said that I can do it and not to worry about it. Turns out, they were right. Everything turned out to be a success today, and if it werent from the support of my friends, and God, I dont think I would be able to handle the situation.

So, cherish your true friends. Show them that you care, cause in the end, all you got is your friends, family, and God :)