I've been feeling real emotional lately. Sometimes I create problems of my own, and i dont even know why i do that. I cant help my emotions and feelings. I mean, can anybody? I cant stand myself being like this, and sometimes I just wish that I wouldnt be like this. but who am i to say that? I am who I am, and nothing can change that. It seems as if problems makes me happy, but it doesnt...I guess thats just how I see it? I'm not always emo and moody just to let you all know that. Gosh, I dont even know why im writing this. Maybe its that time of the month.

thats it for now,

Jess