Something to remember...

Although I have so much things going on right now, in the end of the day, I can say that God is good, and He will continue to be good to us. Sometimes life can be so brutal, and yes, at times it’s hard to understand why these things are happening, but there’s a reason behind why they are unsearchable. Whenever I’m faced with obstacles and challenges (especially with school), I am reminded that there are other people out there that has it more bad than us, and their problems is nothing compared to mines. Although I dont think I can ever reduce my procrastination or complaining (believe me…I’m trying), I’ve learned appreciate what I have and embrace the place I’m in.

have a great day guys!

Hey guys,

Hope everyone had a great weekend. My weekend was alright. It went by really quick, and I'm not ready to say goodbye to weekend. I spend most of my Saturday studying at home, and later that night I went to hang out in the City and had dinner with my friend. On Sunday, I went to church, and studied with my classmate in the library almost the whole afternoon. Bleh. I really can't wait for Thanksgiving break to end. I have so much things to finish and so little time. I am such a procrastinator. Is that even a word?

On a lighternote, I'm going to Indonesia on December. I didn't really expect to go back, cause I actually wanted to spend my Holidays here, but my mom offered me to go, and said that my family and relatives all miss me and my sister, so I guess I'll be spending my winter vacation there. I'm actually really excited to go back. I havent been back for almost 3 years, and I really miss my family there. I miss my grandpa the most though. He was the one who took care of me since I was still a baby, and I barely ever get to see him. I love and miss you grandpa. see you soon :)

chocolate souffle or pudding?

I don't know what I want. Stuck in the middle...

If there is one thing I learned today, it will be the willingness to take risks. I've always been scared and uncomfortable taking risks. Even though deep down I want to take chances, I've always been hesitant. I learned that life isn't perfect. Even if I take the risk, and it may or may not work in the end, at least I know I've gave it a try, and from there, I can learn from my mistakes. I feel like taking this risk allows me to trust people more, and I feel like for once, I'm stepping outside my comfort zone. And to be honest, I don't even care what the outcome is. kapeesh?

I just realized my recent blogs sounds so depressing, and all I talk about is school. So here goes a happy blog (:

This semester is flying by SO fast. I cant believe in less than a month Fall semester is going to end. I'm enjoying this semester more than I expected, and I'm honestly gonna miss it. I've met new friends, and great people along the way. I'm super excited for the Holidays, and even though most of my friends are leaving to Indonesia for Christmas, I'm just excited to relax and do the things I want to do that I cant do this semester. I don't know if NYC is still on my list. I'm trying to get my family to go, but they cant take a vacation, and well my friends are all leaving to Indo, and some are spending the Holidays here. It would suck to go alone. I mean, I can always go myself, but I dont know anybody there? Who wants to come with me? (:

I need to remind myself to not make the same mistake again....

Something is telling me to take the risk, but another part of me is hesitating. What do I do?

Well see...

stressed. I've never been this stress ever in my life. So much pressure and emotions running through my veins. I cant take it anymore, I feel so weak and as much as I defend myself, it gets me nowhere. I'm so tired of it. im sick of it.